Out of the Red, You find Orange, Brown and Red

Things that you do when you are ignorant, though annoying- it can be excused at times.  Things that you do out of arrogance, that is intolerable.

I’ve done many ignorant things in my life but after each ignorance or mistake that I made, I try to change for the better.  I believe it’s almost the same for everyone as this is one of the concept of “Survivor of the Fittest”, you change when something affects you.  You are very vulnerable to changes whether you like it or not because you do not wish to oppose the “flow”.

________________________________________________

Some people change for the betterment

Others sink to a lower level

Some think they are changing for the betterment

Others should just stop trying to act smart

Some think they know what’s best for others

Others know what’s best for them.

Therefore, this bunch of “some” people should just stop in their track and start doing something instead of thinking or just saying that they want to do something for once.

____________________________________________________

Just because you are the Swan among the Chicken doesn’t mean you are standing at the top of the world.  You are just a mere Swan in comparison to a Phoenix.  Judge yourself and what you have in hand before striking on another because you just never know when the tide is going to turn and drown you altogether once and for all.

____________________________________________

Say only what you can deliver.  Don’t just deliver salivas all over the place.  We’ve had enough supply for ourselves to last the entire life.

__________________________________________

In case you are wondering, this is just a post full of random statements and thoughts and the title- ask me if you want to know what it’s about

________________________________

Emptiness doesn’t matter anymore.

Wise Man Says

Not so long time ago, a wise (not old) man once mentioned two things that every individual should have it in them.  He laid it down in the manner of illustrations:

1.  Being a student, the most basic thing that you could at least do or achieve is it study well and get good grades.

2.  Before you think of jumping into a relationship, make sure you are able to take care of yourself first because if you can’t fulfill the basic requirement of taking care of yourself, with what are you going to use to take care of an extra person?

Simple everyday life illustrations yet true.

___________________________________________________________________

Dear You,

Apart from the new post, I would want to say HI to everyone.  Don’t worry.  I am still alive and kicking and my humble apologies for not updating my blog for such a long time.  It’s great to be back and it’s even greater to know if any of my blog had actually entertained or reached out to you before so stay tune and I will try my best to continue entertaining you.

From,

Me.

Avatar

With the release of Avatar, the next big thing after 2012, everyone is excited about it.  People’s rushing to the cinema once, twice and even watching the movie for the third time.

Everyone’s view of Avatar is different.  Very different.  Some say it’s awesome, others say it’s epic.  Some say it’s okay, while others say its lame as there’s nothing new with the concept.  It’s adapted from WoW, or that the storyline is cliche.

THEN

There comes along the brilliant mind of the ‘computer’ people.  Want to know how they view Avatar as?

1.  The whole Pandora world is a network.

2.  The connection between Iowa and every other thing in Pandora, that’s network neighbourhood.

3.  Iowa Tree herself is a CPU

4.  The bond that all the Na’Vi have between them, Iowa Tree and the animals, that is USB port.

Have a good laugh today and wish you all a Happy New Year ahead.

p/s:  stop dreaming about new year resolutions.  they don’t work. at all.

RO

Can’t believe I am saying this but..

I BLOODEH MISS RO (Ragnarok Online). Facebook games sucks.   I have no idea why but I’ve been missing and thinking about RO for the whole of this afternoon.   Lol, sometimes even I myself don’t understand how I think and why I have all this feelings swelling up from nowhere.

I want to play

I want to play

I want to play

Dammit, I can’t.

*frustrated groan*

random.rant.thats.it.bye.

Ships

There are so many kinds of ships and no one ship is the same.  Confusing? You will know what I am talking about in a mouse scroll.

Type of Ship number 1: Courtship

Best part of a relationship is during the court“ship”.  It’s during this period when the two of you will have the best time, most things to talk about.  You try to discover as much as you can about your partner.  His every move, every smile, every word.  Somehow everything just seems so perfect.  He never fail to turn up on time, never fail to make sure you sleep on time, and making sure you wake up to a sms that could make you smile the entire day.  In other words, courtship is the period where most “royalty” is offered.  Flirting is statistically proven to be practiced the most during this period as well.

Type of Ship number 2: Relationship

Relationship – The hardest and longest duration of two persons’ life.  This is when you go through all the ups and downs.  Climb every mountain together or destroy each and every single thing you built together .  You hugged each other tightly and you also scream at each other, competing whose voice is louder in hope that the other one will chicken out and let you win this time.

So you either work it out, or you will move on to the next ship:

Type of Ship number 3: Sinking Ship

Well, there is no need to express more about a sinking ship.  It’s a gone case, that’s what it is.

One thing that I’ve summarized today:

1.  Do not think that your relationship is problematic and another person’s relationship is perfect, because you never get to see the other side of the wall of their relationship.

2.  Do not even picture yourself being in the shoes of someone else’s relationship because you will never understand the full story.

3.  Spill your problems to someone you trust.  It never fail to make you feel better and think more rationally.  After all, two heads are better than one.

4.  Treasure your time with your current partner because you never know when it will end.

5.  I still love you despite everything.

6. /Cross fingers and hopes for the best, Partner.

Protected: Her

This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below:

Password:

Hey There

Dear you,

Whoever you are, as long as you’ve read or still is reading my posts, I want to say thank you and a Merry Christmas.  This festive season can’t usually be described by words so I am going to use pictures instead as what they say: A picture is worth a thousand word.

During this Christmas, I hope you will…

Have someone that you can cuddle tightly onto…

Not celebrating it alone…

And have a great time.

OF course, if you want a little extras on this special day,

You can always get drunk

And have a fucking good time!

Ho ho ho, Merry Christmas!

Love,

Blended me.

Shoes

NO, before you start thinking, I am not putting up a picture of my new shoes or whatsoever.  I thought you know me better than this. (but the fact is, I do need a new pair of shoes, lol.)

Okay, SHOES is today’s main title.  Why?

Well, what has been crossing my mind is, there’s this difference in culture between the Western and the Eastern regarding shoes.  Western wear their shoes everywhere including their bedrooms.  Eastern are accustom to taking off their shoes before entering anyones house.  My thinking is, what are the perks that could have been induce from this?  There’s 2 scenario for both Western and Eastern and both are regarding one issue:  Affairs.

How do people catch their other partners having affairs?  In the Eastern, of course if you are stupid enough, you would leave your shoes outside the house before entering the man/woman’s house thinking that his/her spouse is out for the night with their friends and what’s the first thing they find when they return home?  Either your 4-inch stilettos or the newly polished Crocodile leather shoes lying on the doorstep’s carpet.  If this happen, then you are in for a surprise as this would obviously rouse your partner’s suspicion so what they will do is, they will enter the house quietly and based on human instinct, they would creep into the bedroom and ta-da!  Your spouse could have been standing in one corner watching your every move in horror for a whole 5 minutes before you realize it

OR

In the Western where you wear your shoes into the bedroom, the odds are when your spouse is back and they saw your car parked outside, they would most likely say “Honey, I’m home”.  Well, this “friendly” warning could give you more than enough time to escort your “guest” out of your house through the window, or you guys can just pretend that you just went through a heated argument over some agreement at work.

So, the mind boggling question:    Look at the picture below and tell me what you think.

Shoes? Or no shoes?

Those Days

There are days when I wish I was more soft spoken,

There are days when I wish I was more determined,

There are days when I wish I was more independant,

There are days when I want to just break down,

There are days when I just want to scream my lungs out,

Those are the days, when I wish I am a much stronger person than I thought I am.  Putting up a brave front brings you a stone throw distance (so is hypocrisy) where as being real confidence brings you a milestone.

I am not brave.

I am not brave.

I am not brave.

But I want to be brave.

Currently listening to “Nobody’s Home” for the past 48 Hours

The Other Side of the Wall

Life isn’t always what it appears to be, or what you believe it to be.  I present to you:

Qing was born as the only child to her parents.  They are just another normal Chinese family who is trying to survive the cruelty and poverty resulting from the on-going wars.  Ever since birth till today, both her mother and father has been working for their neighbour next door.  Her neighbour has been providing their family with shelter, food, clothes and everything that she has so she’s always been singing praises about her neighbour.  What bothers her was her parents always remain solemn and silent to her praises.  They’ve also forbidden her to cross that door that is connecting their master’s house to theirs.

There is one thing that human can’t fight: Aging.  Qing’s father has been constantly unwell and have become unfit to work for their neigbhour when Qing had turned 13 of age.  Her mother had rejected the idea for Qing to continue on her father’s job but Qing had been insistent and they know they need the extra income to survive this poverty.  Alas, it was decided that her father’s duty to be passed on to Qing.  On the morning of Qing’s first day of duty, she has woke up as soon as the first ray of sun shines unto her bedroom.  She puts on her best cloth, tied and retied her hair and rehearsed her speech all over again:  She wants to make an impression on the person she owes her gratitude to, and she wanted to thank them from the bottom of her heart for the generous and kind hospitality that they’ve given to them all this years.

Her mother gave her one last look of disapproval but nonetheless kept quiet and pushed the door that opens the way to the other side of the wall.  One look into this side of the wall, she immediately understand what’s troubling her parents all this years:  They are merely slaves to this rich family.  Their “neigbhour”, is filthy rich and her parents are not “working” for them.  Her parents have been serving and slaving to each and every whim of their ‘master’ or of their children for all this years.  Qing and her mother were ordered around the house doing every single chores and jobs.  They were not allowed to speak or play with their master’s children and at the end of the day, her mother will collect the leftover food to be brought home as their dinner.  Qing’s clothes was leftover or unwanted clothes of her master’s children clothes.

At the end of her first day, she left the house from the same door she came in that morning, but she was totally crushed.  Her hopes and her dreams of meeting her 恩人 has turned into a nightmare.  Each day, she was to follow the same routine and for years, she have to fight back the tears and bitter taste of reality.

Years has past but Qing never once forgotten how she felt on that very day she reported for duty.  “The other side of the wall“, as she calls it, was one of a cruel reality and also of fate.

-The End-

*All the names and characters used is of non-existance and merely fictional.